What Happened?
I stopped working out. I stopped Tracking my calorie intake. I just stopped caring. I got in another relationship and through no fault of hers, I simply stopped working out. I incessantly created excuses to avoid a work out, “I’m too tired”, “I got work to do”, “It’s been a long day”, “ill work out tomorrow!” ..LOL any of these sound familiar to you?
So here I am nearly two years after I set out to do this and I find myself once again back at around 184 pounds. The weight is unimportant it’s the lack of reaching my goal. That’s about 20 pounds away from a goal I set nearly 2 years ago. Sure I weight about 10 pounds less than I did 2.5 years ago…but hella depressed at this situation.
The truth is I have no one to blame but myself. And, once again, a failed relationship is forcing me to look inward and decide whats wrong and what needs improving. Looks and Appearances are one thing, but level temperament: a calm approach to life’s obstacles are what I need. I’m also at the age where I really need to start thinking about my health.
I bought my first SUIT yesterday! yay! BUT..it fits perfectly except around my belly. arghh. I can fit in it…but I shouldn’t have to try as hard ya know? Well just another motivating factor for me..I look good in the suit..I will look better in it in just a few months.
MY NEW GOAL as I lunge into 2015 – is to drop 20 pounds in the next 2-3 months . (I’m guessing healthily and permanently it would have to take 3). So I once again will be trying to lose weight…and I will definately be sharing what works and what doesn’t for me over the next few months! I will be trying to balnce, work, life, healthy diet and training while still having fun!
WISH ME LUCK! 😉
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